无能为力

原来爱一个人好难. I have realise all the while I have been single sided... Love doesn't exist when there isnt any sparks... Although i know no matter how hard i tried, i will nv succeed... this is life... my life... although i always tell my frens that i m used to it... i m still a human... i have my weak side... I think i belong 单恋 type... always ONE SIDED... the parallel line will nv meet one another de... Go's words 2 days ago hurt me alot... he might not realise... deep inside it hurts... he says "为什么突然对我这么好?"... he is indirectly saying that i m good to him becos i wan to get close to his cousin... I really hate this feeling... I hate to make use of others. I hate been insulted.

Today I went out with da jie... she is vry kind... trying to make mi happy becos she knows i m down lately... We went vivo watched The Reapers...Anyway thanks her alot... although it doesn't helps alot... i appreciate.
I juz wan to sing to express my unhappiness... singing to me is a way to cry... my heart is bleeding...

My mum dun understand at all... I m crazy soon... problems are all created by me... Slient is my best way to hide my feelings... This month is my PMS period again...

我感到非常 无能为力...