Friday, April 20, 2007

Reason for a change

I realise myself changed this few days... changing to become someone that is stronger and determined. I could say i succeeded to throw my old depressed self, learning to be strong...
I have stopped msging her, chatting and mentioned abt her... to my surprise... she viewed my frenster! Although it means nth to her, i m quite happy...

I m starting to love myself again :) I love my frens and started to find more interesting things to do other then staying at home doing nth... GO started to talk to me like frens again... i think he must hav knew i have lost interest wif her already... anyway i felt that its better that way... the barrier have shrink.

I realise myself getting stronger each time i get defeated in every single sided relationship. I learnt to climb up and learn from the experience...

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