FAT???

OMG today Lele is the 2nd person that says that i m fat!!!
OMG i think i really got to do sth!!! Maybe go join val for kickboxing??? join val for belly dancing??? ... val kept saying i cant dance! Arggghhh i cant dance but I CAN SHAKE!!! lol jialet... starting sch soon... mixed feelings...

Recieved my time table liao... wat the... only study 3 DAYS A WEEK??? Knn... spend so much $$$ study so little! some more after i see the module i more sian 1/2... COre StudIes.... Design ProCess... ResEArch MetHods! 0_0 死定了!!!! Sure kanna got to write lots of reports and research as wat meiyan told me... Arghhhh I hate it! Y my england so lousy :(

Below is the pic taken at Compass Point open field last sat where we celebrate the National Day dinner. Yes... the wendy below is another auntie that says i look fatter than last time! ARGHHH

I have been thinking alot this few days.... about wat??? TALENT!
I felt lost when i started to ask myself, ws... wats ur talent? do u have any talent? i know some of u might think and say... of course ur talent is designing, singing etc... for godness sake... those arent sth that i m really really proud of.
Wat is the defination of talent??? haiz... i really think that my design skills sucks compare to alot of designers out there... my singing sucks... i know i got the bad habit of insisting singing songs that ain't suits me... I sucks...
But anyway... i think i realli need to find my talent now or sooner... i dun want to waste my life doin the same thing everyday! I wan to live my life to the fullest!
I m quite envy of elson and ridwan been able to dance... really amazes me.

i kind of wanting to learn dancing, playing panio, guitar or even singing... but i m just afraid of giving up the moment i tried :(

Erm........ it has been ages since i last posted up my drawings... actually i got alot more to post... but kind of lazy due to the slow connection... will post them soon, i promise... :P